Monday, April 24, 2006

the blues . (w-ell on the contrary . . .)

Is this the new year or just another night
Is this the new fear or just another fright
Is this a new tear or just another desperation

It's 'the blues' by switchfoot, courtesy of the nothing is sound album. (: i LOVE it. and the whole album, actually. the lyrics are brilliant. nearly as good as lauren's. ;)

It'll be a day like this one when the world caves in
I'm singing this one like a broken piece of glass
For broken hearts and broken noses in the back
Is this the new year or just another desperation

And y'know the funny thing is, i'm actually not sad. I'm happy! except for the homework bit. but yeah. i don't exactly know why i'm playing moody songs like this when i'm actually happy. ah well. i like the tune. that's all that matters.

You push until you're shoving
You bend until you break
Do you stand on the broken fields where your fathers lay

I got quite happily surprised the other day by a large brown envelope in my mailbox addressed to me from a bunch of rather brilliant people I know. (; THANKS LOTS PEOPLE! namely mari, minny, je, becky. (tsk you lazy person becky, yours was TYPED. haha.) you guys are truly great. i'll never forget you! hope i'm granted a miracle for me to go back & in july.. and yes, i'm writing your replies! you'll get them soon (i think) (i hope) (yeah you get the point).

AAH hols are ending in six days! that's not fair, is it. hmphy.

laur you're meant to still be online! where ARE you. hahah. miss ya lots too. i still can't access your blog! it's weird. (don't you think the spelling of the word 'weird' is weird in itself? it is, okay!) send me any songs you've written!
www.overheardinnewyork.blogspot.com
Go there.
my sis has been publicizing it lots the past week. no, it isn't her blog. haha.
okay gotta scram. seeya!
love ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 5:10 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

don't really see much cream.

..haha don't worry about the title. it's, er, meant to be some sort of abbreviation. (cough, deb, cough). hahaha. anyway. (:

my bday on sat! haha. mari seems highly suspicious on msn. apparently i'm going to get some form of surprise in a week but i don't see how the difference in continents might make it easier or actually possible. haha. hms. well actually mari did confirm my address just now on msn so maybe---

Is my 'strum hard drum hard' thing on the status bar annoying? haha. If it is, then it's doing its job. heh. i'm using firefox at the moment so i can't see anything unless i go on to the internet explorer default page. (yay.)

I've got this mini taster pack of short black espresso blend coffee for coffee makers. i need to do something with it. i don't even have a coffee maker! i got it at the career expo last friday. haha. from the RAC stall, would you believe.

OH MY GOSH you wouldn't believe this convo. it's hilarious!!! ((((: courtesy of deb. hahaha it involves her being blatantly outright sarcastic to this other guy on msn and he hasn't a clue. gosh. sorry if that guy comes across it. i didn't mean anything that'd offend, honest! well IF it offends, that is. heh. but yeah this is SOME stuff you've got there deb. hahaha!!


I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I do hope that she treats me transparent
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
yeah, and i do wish i can get a fairy for my next birthday
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Ok
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
So you are telling me that what i hope for is impossible to happen?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
noooonooo/....i honestly want a fairy
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I want a new chinese tutor
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I really want one
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
But my birthday is too far away
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Its in July
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
!
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
unless she dies...
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Hmm...
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Yeah,
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
haha
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I'm not proud you know
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I'll feel bad for my whole life!
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Not worth it
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
hm
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
well
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Yeah
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I don't want to be recarnated into a
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
You know, its like if one kills an ant, one will recarnated into an ant
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
And so if one kills a , one will be recarnated into a
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
hm
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
*um
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
right.
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
whatever
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Hai...
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Maybe I should go to church
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
maybe
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
and i've always wanted to ask you
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
why'dya blog the way you blog? like a poem
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
but it has no rhyme or rhythm
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I've no idea
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
When I started out, I typed in this manner
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
And its just a habit
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Haha
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
hahaa
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
oh
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
i see
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
YEah
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
How did you get to my blog?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
through aloysius
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I see
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Ah, my blog is rather scanderlous yeah?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
is it
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Yeah
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
You read the tags?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Frankly, do I look gay?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
?!
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
do I look gay?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
um
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
i can't say
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
why?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Cos people think I'm gay
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
oka-ayy
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
i don't think gay has a "look"
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
it's totally unfair to say someone looks gay and is gay
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
it' would be fairer to just say he IS gay
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Ok
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Do you think I am gay?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
it's too soon to tell
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
HAHA!
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
sorry
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Ok
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
You can ans that question maybe at the end of the year
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
hahaaha
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
okay, look,i won't ever tell you anyway
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Haha
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Ya, how did you end up at Alloy's blog?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
gee whiz. i don't know
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Haha
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
You're so random
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
haha. its my middle name
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Random is your middle name?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Thats interesting
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
yeah, incredible isn't it
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Yeah
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Its so cool
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I was thinking of giving myself a russian name
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
what's stopped you/
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Nothing stopped me
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
I just couldn't find one which sounded appropriate
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Appropriate= Nice sounding + Meaningful
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
oh
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
randomly run searches
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
and did you know my friend has a pony in the far corner of the universe?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Oh really?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Thats so sweet!
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
and i feed it smarties
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Why smarties?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
High in carbo
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
?
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Low in fats?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
i dnt know
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
but it can actually whinny "smarties: or maybe i'm imagining things
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
Its so cute!
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
It must be hungry!
I Enjoy Being Blocked says:
When did you last feed it?
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
dunno
&//deb: -supercalifrangalisticexpliaclious-//&{love affair with cheese} says:
okay, change the topic

AAHHAA. ok yeah moving on. hahaha i should go now.. happy days people! (: and happy hols, that is. and easter. and good friday, of course. got a morning service in church tmr (x yay. seeya peoples! ~ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 10:43 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

greetings, my fellow people.

Notice the new layout? Thought you might. (:

Yes and for those who didn't get the previous post.. It was a story! an unfinished one, at that. but yeah. I have heaps of unfinished stories I need to put an end to. Oh yeah, remember to go up to shrimoyee and read her writings! They're a work of art. Pure poetry.

Yay, glad you people still read my blog! I'm all touched and everything. Sob. And I miss you guys more then ever, now.
...school's good, by the way. Got level 6 for my sose test on wed. (((:
The teachers here mark papers really fast.
Like, really.
Haha.
Just thought I'd reinforce that.

I'm free the whole of tonight, the usual Roar's not on. It's gonna be Record Night, from 7 to 7 (yes, 12 hours), where we all get on a bus and go around doing fun stuff in the middle of the night like quza (this laser shooting thing, i think that's how it's spelt anyway), rock climbing, watching a movie, paintballing? I don't know, heaps of other stuff and making pancakes in the morning! BUT BUT BUT guess what.
I can't go.
Oh, the irony.

Yeah 'cos I've got chinese class tomorrow on sat! I don't believe it. It's the last chinese lesson (assembly) so i'm not supposed to miss it. Groan. I've been missing all the lessons this whole term except for 3, so far. Amazing, eh. Nearly sets a record, it does.

But yeah.
Moving on.

...Laila's LEAVING for NZ soon! Today was her last day at school. Awww ): I'll miss her lots. Hear that, Laila? Heh. Wait I don't even think she knows my blog. Or if I have one. (laughs) Ah well no matter.

By the way, did you notice my punctuation and capitals and everything are all in order for this whole post? Amazing, eh. Except for the odd colloqual term here and there, that is. Like 'gonna', and 'cos'. It's a natural thing, almost becoming. But yeah, even all my 'i's are CAPITAL! Haha. I just felt like being all Prim and Proper. In a very odd, obscure way. Bet if I didn't point that out, you'd never have noticed. Ha.
And yes, I am rambling again.
Better get on with life and other constructive activities.

See you folks! (:
(Man, I'm starting to sound like our principal. Gosh.)

Posted by don'tbestupid at 6:25 PM