I never knew this day would actually come. Here I am. Sitting in the computer section of the airport lounge, which is filled with lots of working business people who are occasionally staring at me cos 1. i'm younger and 2. this is a business class com section and i don't think i'm supposed to be here, and 3. my keyboard is making lots of noise when i'm typing this. There's a glass of orange juice next to me (am i allowed to bring drinks in??) and i'm feeling rather depressed. Gonna miss you all. I'll never forget you people; even the memories of the past years flash vividly in my mind as I'm saying this...
To Je and Lian: I'm gonna miss you two like loads.... a trio we will still be. ;) thanks for being there for me always...Help me get the Taufik CD? haha if you can... :) Besties forever ya? Don't forget me... To the terrapin, pig-baboon, sloth and hippo wippo: Will miss our animal tree (me is wildebeest!).. will miss the fun times we had together.... will miss the outings... will miss you lots! To cootsie: sssigh gonna miss your morbid personality and complex bombasticality.. ;) you be a gd cootsie and do your hmwk for once ok? haha... happy bday! To the Artsy Nutsies (julia/cara/janice): You guys are great artists!! Send me some drawings and pics sometime ok? Miss ya lots... remember the PW franchise! To Tracy (Benvolio the Bee): bzzzzzzz!! Thou shalt misseth thy lame self, cousin Benvolio. (or a servant. haha... polish my swords! You know not what you do.) Bee happy! To grace: Heyhey.... don't forget me ok! tell me what you and cz are doing.. haha jk.. miss ya!! To Mandy Tay: Heyy mandmee... don't forget the Elm Tree!! haha... Thanks for having me as your friend! keep smiling like you always do and must keep in touch... To Rui Jun: hey... :) will miss ya too!! thanks for the keychain cross thing with my name... :D:D good luck for all your exams and stuff ya? ;) ideal top student. :P To 1H and 2o: Both you classes have been the best ever!!! Esp 1h (sorry 2o!)... will miss everyone like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobsob. To Lauren: Heyhey 'course i won't forget you... thanks for the green post its!! Good luck with The Mushroom and email often ya? Try to fix your com la... haha.. Thanks for being a bestest church friend... rmbr me!! ;) To Deb (church): Heyyy you are a potential drummer ya? haha.. go learn! when i come back you'll be all pro and stuff. i'll miss ya and the first, nice long MSN thingy (oh right, convo) we had. hahaha.. Good luck for your O's! To Everyone Else That I've Missed Becos of My Lousy Memory: Sorrrrrry if i didn't add your name!! cos i'm like in a rush, i've gotta go soon to the plane... sighsigh.. will miss all of you and don't worry be happy! haha... exel in all your exams and slack once in a while! :)
God Bless y'all and tag me ok? You guys are the best ever... God rest ye merry gentlemen--- i mean gentlewomen. haha... or ladies or whatever.. i'm starting to go lame with sadness... Luvuvvuvuvvuvuvuvvv all of ya truckloads and airplaneloads and spoonfuls and tablespoonfuls and---- you get the idea, don't you. I'll miss ya like never before!!!!!!!!!!! ----ame..going on the plane.
Posted by don'tbestupid at 8:29 AM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
last goodbye
The Last Goodbye. Well not really the last, cos i'm gonna be typing one last post in the airport tmr before I go... don't forget me ya? All you great people who have made my life in MGS for the past 7 years 2 wks such a brilliante experience.. THANK YOU!!! love all of you niceys out there. All of time and space can't measure up to what i'm feeling now. How many times i've felt sad these 2 weeks. 2 weeks... 2 glorious weeks, ten wonderful weekdays (aha.. aliteration),, six and a half hours of marvelous school time a day, half an hour a fun period... ssssssssssssigh. As I walk from here, Today unto tomorrow Do not see me fade in my Sorrows, in which i am Drowning deep into, like Sinking sand, a mixture So fine that you can't see the Imperfections- what we all Have to find out one day or Another time, another place I hope we will meet Again, I hear the music That is ever familiar to Me -- Sad and lonely As I walk from here. Sigh i just did that on the spot, dunno what i am saying, really. Sigh it was really sad today. Walking away from everything I ever loved. The school, the friends, everything. It was painful. I will miss all you singapore MG people. And all you singapore non-MG people. People from school, from church, esp ONE community, from my family and from everything and anything. Thanks for being in my life.... :) God bless all of you... >>ame.
Posted by don'tbestupid at 7:35 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
heyhey todays' sunday
Sunday today, and I decide to write in blue. haha... Today's church youth worship (my last service, sobsob) was brilliant.. to lauren, grace, sinmin and deb: you guys were great! and the guitar was nice... oh man. my first and last worship prac and pfmce on the drums... sobsob. And after that.... i went out with mnny the pig and becky the terrapin and mari the hippo wippo and stace the sloth-slash-squid and jiaen the... um. jiaen what were you again? haha sorry. And of course, i'm the wildebeest!! :D splendid animal, i must say. hahaha lame. Ssssigh... monday. tues. wed. <<<<>
... on a happier note, i'm coming to school on tues! whoopee! (haha trace prepare your diary!) going at 10am to collect report book and the like. sigh again.. ok gotta scoot, see you people, um, someday.. take care everyone! --ame.
Posted by don'tbestupid at 9:15 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
last day everrrrr
last day of school today.... sigh sigh sigh. sorry i haven't updated this like since the ice age. Anyway. how's everyone? still healthy and intact? haha... school life begins again eh. Sighghghgh today's my last day of--- hey i said that already. oh well. hahaha does anyone know what 'pair robins' are? Ask mrs chen.. haha. I'm going bonkers. As i told rachel ty, it must be the dim lighting. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... So you guys take care and email me ya? :D:D:D you know my email. so get writing! hahaha.. i mustn't become a slavedriver like *koff* some people. *makes coughing sound that sounds familiarly like valen*. Yeah so take care and everything, all right? I don't wanna leave! At least not this year. I mean. drama SYF!! sec 2 adventure camp!!! drama night!!! nooooooooooooooooo... how can how can how can. "eeeyer", i am quoting. "Sars", i'm also quoting. oh rubbish, me going next wed. like seven in the morning or something like that anyway... have a fun year people! i'll try not to miss y'all too much, though i am thinking of the very thing right now... sigh gonna cry. take care... ----ame.returning.to.the.sad? P.S. thanks cootsie/ lisa / valen / je / tracy/ everyone else who wrote me letters!!! And thanks, 2o, for making me the great card!!!! gonna miss you great people. Too bad i only knew you for like 2 weeks... hope you all don't self-combust from the immense stress of homework!
Posted by don'tbestupid at 11:27 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
school!! tmr!!
School. The word reverberates in the student mind like a lethal weapon. As the last almost-tangible trace of holiday slip through our fingers, we feel the ever-looming presence of responsibility that seems to settle upon us. Surely people with decent compassion and understanding such as parents would bring this injustice to order? But it has been done. The law has been decreed. Our day has come.
....And that's tomorrow! haha ok enough of the doomsday effect thing. :D i like doing that though. How's everyone? I haven't packed my bag yet. No books! what to pack, actually.
Well anyway. Do i need to do holiday homework? Blast it if i needed to, i'm sorry teachers cos i didn't... sars. haha. bird flu. ok gotta go eat lunch, have fun people! Well not that you'll actually have a lot of fun because school's tomorrow but--------------you get what i mean.