Saturday, October 30, 2004

descriptionsssssssssss

Descriptions.. i need descriptions to help me calm down from gloominess.. *gloom*

...good times pass like a flurry of leaves in the autumn that drift to the ground and are buried forever, mix with other leaves; they are beautiful to the eye but quick and fleeting, only to leave a bare tree behind in the bitter cold of winter...

...Happiness can be described in two ways. Large amounts of money, costly property, high grades and such can give you joy. Superficial , temporary joy, where it just skims the surface, nothing more. The real happiness delves into the depths of life and floods inexplicable warmth into you. It comforts you when fear grips you; when you are unsure. It extends a helping hand and forms a bridge between you and the solution.
The real happiness lies in friendship- the key to your heart. It is the most valuable of valuables, a priceless gift that we must cherish. The world's most successful businessman would be a beggar if friendship did not exist in his world, but a poor man with true friends would gain riches to beyond material value.The key of friendship can never be destroyed, but can become lost occasionally, and still near you somewhere. If you look hard enough, you just might find it again.
Friends are there to love you, care for you, share with you, help you, teach you, learn from you, give you advice. Friends hang out with you, face your pains and excitements of life with you, laugh with you, cry with you, do crazy things no one else would do with you, and just to accompany you through everything, thick or thin. And no matter what happens, they will never let go of your friendship.

Ok i dunno why i'm doing this but it just helps... sighh.. sorry to say this again but i extremely excruciatingly utterly intoxicatingly miss 1h04. i really do..
--ame.still.sad.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 2:06 PM

Friday, October 29, 2004

last day....nononono

Why? WHY?!? WHY must this yr end so fast!? Why must 1H, the brilliantest-of-brilliant classes, of yr 2004, end and split up into the blasted sec 2 classes next yr??
We had such nice memories this yr, seriously... my best yr... with the best people that anyone could ever befriend... remember all the fun times we had, just sitting around talking or teasing jiaen or playing games, or studying like crazy for the exams, or singing in the bus at the top of our lungs....... no one will do that with me when i go to aus.
++++++
To jiaen: You sat next to me in class. We talked, wrote notes (i kept tons, gonna read it on the plane next yr) , got into trouble together (we got scolded by Mrs Chen like a ton of times), had fun, talked even more---even if it was about lame stuff like wheelchairs. You kept me company in the toilet when i had bad stomach aches... You were a great pal, really... thanks for being there! (for me, that is.) I'll miss ya loads when i go there. You know, there. :'(

To becky: We were corny and silly (rmbr the "crouching tiger hidden dragon thing?!") and everything, despite the *koff* height difference. I had a x10000000000000 times fun today at your house for the farewell thingy........will miss ya dreadfully, y'know...........no1 will be as tall as you in aus. :'( Tall and corny. Where can one find such a becky-like combination? Only in S'pore, MGS, right there with becky herself. Nowhere else...

To jiamin: I think we got to know each other just this yr right? we had lame jokes too, you bullied me, i tried (and failed) to guess your locker number, we had fun (like today when we went to the fish farm and fed the kois, esp mama-san and sharkie...)...... plus you and your haha-able faces like the one i tried to blackmail you with, but didn't work. Nothing ever works on you man, from tapping to saying "look over there"...haha....you were a *spiffing* friend, great to laugh and joke with... will miss ya tonstonstons....

To mari: ya i only met you this yr, and we all had funnnn... you helped me (and my hyper self) calm down and screw my head back on... and you were v spontaneous in everything.. on national day we wore red and white even though like half the class didn't....+had 100% fun on your birthday, with air hockey and neoprints and all... i'm really gonna miss ya when i leave for perth.....

To starsee: haha i've called you starsee for so long i almost forgot your real name. haha...anyways you were a goody-good friend too, great artist (remember the pic you drew for Mr Low's card? cute and funny!) and always loved your tuition....haha... that day on mari's bday, when you had to go for tuition and missed the movie... though we sit like in different ends of the class, im glad we're frenzzzzzz... and your ultra-neat-and-straight handwriting.."like printed like that!" ha..will miss ya lots...

To julia: i'll definitely not forget the times we had acting crazy (now i'm gonna make you dance...etcetc are you singing it now? haha), dancing around class, drawing [medusa and all].... i doubt anyone in aus can draw as good as you... we make a gd team eh? sob... and no one and i mean NO ONE will ever be as mad (in a good way) and wacky as you...when you're in the mad mood it's contagious... :P i'll miss you when ---- ya you know what's coming...:'(

To saniah/ jillian: Saniah you were a vunderful and powderful (haha) chairman.... you hath governed the class well.. haha.. and you were a nicey friend too... though you couldn't come to the farewell thingy at becky's place, at least there's still Talentime and the nov 9 thing right? sighs... and Jillian, you were never in my class (......right?) till this yr... you're like the, er, "motherly type" if you know what i mean... no offense though... heh. Well yeah i'll missssss both of you too....

To everybody: i've never found such a fantastic class with fantastic people in a fantastic school, cos usually for the previous yrs i never felt that sad leaving the class... but 1h is different.... i really really really really enjoyed being part of 1h and i'll never ever forget it, not on my life. but one thing's real sad-- the school and classes will be different by the time i come back.... all metallic and not nice warm colours to fill MGS....as i think of all the nice things that has happened within this yr, i can't help wishing how happy i'd be if i could re-wind this yr and experience everything again...
We must must must keep in touch no matter what ok? i don't wanna come back for hols and realise that you guys have all drifted apart and just reduced to saying a "hi" when you walk past one another in the corridor... we should have like gatherings regularly like the thing today.. we must keep the class blog too.. BBAAAAWWWWLLLLL all this is making me miserable...
well i've written lots and gotta go sleep now... see y'all at talentime tmr... ---ame.the.sad

Posted by don'tbestupid at 11:12 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2004

sob last day of sch is tmr!!

Nooooooooooooooooo last day of school's tomorrow!!! it was rather fun today, though not as much photo-taking.. we had this financial literacy thing, sounds boring right? but it was really fun cos we played this board game thing that was 100000 times better than monopoly and bought/ sold shares and property and all.. there were diff periods as well like Boom, Recession, Slump and Recovery..and we were all like screaming all over the place when we got retrenched or smth.. haha ya so v. fun.. then we had this esplanade talk in audi. so many people askin' questions!! ha..
So back to the point(s).
1) booohooo i don't wanna leave!! really really. :'( and school's ending so soon!! tmr!
2) tmr we're going to the qian hu fishy farm place..sighs. to catch or fry or eat or what?
3) i do not like halloween thingys. they are lame + waste of time. seriously! haha..
4) i needa go relieve my, uh, bladder. now.

---amelyn.rushing.to.the.toilet.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 4:53 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

gym. routine. aching. over.

It's over!!!! All the imminent hard work and tiringly continuous practices devoted to the 1-half minute song and all the blood and sweat and tears put into it and the careful planning and strategy and over-usage of brain matter and pushing our physical ability to the limit and------ok i'm exaggerating.

Still. It was rather hard work, 'specially for becky and minny (ha) for doing so many cartwheels and tumbles and handstands in record time..and jia en too for doing the splitty thing at the end..ow that has gotta hurt.. so now it's all over!

.....But the process of fitting the moves and gymnastic acts and timing together was rather fun... :D We had fun today after school lining up in the little covered corridor behind 1H and doing the movements for the Yeah song routine chorus... haha and saniah videoed it.. :P whoooopee.

Me = happy! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ok so see ya tmr when we get our............our...............
.our............... REPORT BOOKS! [Script prompt: everyone say "gasp".]

yeps i'm full of nonsense as usual....heh.. g'bye! ------ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 2:34 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

my exam marks!!! aghghgh!!

Gah. GAH. GAHHH!!!

Got marks and all back, plus MSG (no not the food kind) and average...gahggahghaah.
My MSG was pretty high (which is a bad thing. Good MSGs are supposed to be as low as possible.) and the average was worse than CA2!! oh well what's done is done.. i'm not that sad actually.. =)
Anyways, i forgot all my html and am deciding that it takes too much effort to do, so i hath given upeth! :P Am i lazy.
Wells i'm on msn now, which i haven't been for like a million years (if becky's reading this, she's probably looking at the screen in the weird way she looked at me when i told her that. :P).. and today i have found out that:
1) becky finds ancient egypt interesting. (it's pretty cool if you're not scared of stuff, like me. heh.)
2) stace's allergic to MSG!! (yes this is the food kind.) but you eat it anyways, right stace?
3) we have finished the (tiring.but.overall.quite.fun) gym routine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[whoooopeee!]

wow really long post. ok gotta run, see you guys sometime!

Posted by don'tbestupid at 4:59 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

ahaha

haha today's gym routine practice was fun. haha. sigh still got like 6-8 more (blasted) long bars to go.. but it was fun la. :)
yay i'm having pizza for dinner!! pizza at my grands' (jia en's word. haha) place...

well anyway what about the moves and ending and "gymmy" stuff for the routine?? gah.
[i shall be having to stone again. whoopee.]
Oh y'know i'm going to Phuket next sunday.. supposed to be on sat but got talentime... haha my people will be taking the sat trip while i'll be (sniff) going all alone on sun! haha..

To saniah/ jillian/ julia/ elishea/ annushkha/ dahlia:::Why are you guys quitting?!! DON'T QUIT!! pls don't la..... it will serlously be a waste of such nice pro moves y'all concocted already.. really.. so much hard work down the drain... at least give it another shot pls.....you guys can do it, i'm sure of that! So (hopefully...) we'll be seeing you all on mon after school at the sports complex??

--------------ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 6:35 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

new skin thanks becky!

haha got this new skin from becky ol' pal. haha. OL'. :P
anyways isn't it so nice and green? and can anyone tell me what these are:
1. Alpha(Opacity=50, FinishOpacity=100)
2. '; return true" onMouseOut="window.status=''
3. ionid=http://12.242.179.130/action.php?name=rightclkick/textselect"

I have no idea how becky or stacey do it... sighs..well i'll be stickin' to this skin for quite a while till i discover how to work blasted htmls. gah.

BY THE WAY: the james guy on my tagboard was actually lian!! aha. she admitted it today at kap. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so there people. :P

kay so see ya later! ----ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 4:34 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

So.

hmm my lunch is great. :P will miss local food when i go youknowwhere...sob..
Anyways, ya today got english 1 back + the geog answers.. i think i did okay la for geog, but english!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..Not that i don't like english. I DO!! Specially the compo. BUT...

the"text-type"wasapparentlywrongandwhat'swrongwithwritinganarrativeapproachcosthe othertimeforthepractiseessayiwrotethatkindofapproachanditwasmarkedcorrectokay!!!!!

..whew. but still. i think compos are a bad way to display proper creativity. i mean like the space for ideas and all are really really limited!! there should be creative writing where you can write about anything and everything. gah i should become part of the gov't and change certain stuff. sigh.

Well not bad i'm writing lots of stuff. :P And it all has to end here. ha. okays so slack as much as you can till next year and have fun! ---ame

Posted by don'tbestupid at 2:17 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

AGH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Posted by don'tbestupid at 10:25 PM

Thursday, October 14, 2004

awwwwwwwwww

Awwwww thanks y'all for the nicenicenicenicenice goodbye card thing!!!!
i loved it cos:
1) It was from you guys! [1H, that is.](awwwwww)
2) It was GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!! haha
3) It had really nice messages and everyone signed it and all..
4) It brings back memories of 1H and this yr... boohoo... :(
5) You guys actually went round to the other classes to get other ppl to write!!
6) ....I JUST LIKE IT!! haha.. :D

--and to stace + julia, the designing and etc etc were greatttt!! :)

So ya i'll really miss ya ppl when i go y'know-where and oh ya im supposed to get an autograph bk for you guys to write!! oooops. well i'll do that...er..someday.
Auf Wehegerzehn and all!
>>a really happy ame!

Posted by don'tbestupid at 8:40 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

thanks people!

Hey everyone, thanks for being such nice people!! :)
I'll honestly miss ya'll and everything....when i *koff* you know, go aus.. sniff..
Ya i'm not going 2 take science and chinese and math, but i wanna take science!!
Mrs Arlene Chan called though and told me no need to go for it, and no one (in their right mind) argues with a teacher..sigh...
Ok here i go again, the events of this wk:
1) it's just monday so it's hard to say what's up. No wait it's tues already----the time now is 12.30 morning.. just came back from the funeral parlour... ;'(
2) haha tao gay, i didn't know you were spelt as Tau Gei... i dunno but it reminds me of gingseng.
3) speaking of gingseng, my mom made me take this gingseng thing over there (mt vernon--funeral parlour.. was there since 9am today..) so i won't get tired easily..sighs..
4) who's rachel? from our class??
5) i needa go catch some sleep now so i can wake up early tmr, my aunt's getting cremated.. :'(
thanks every1 who tagged and called and smsed and etc etc...really appreciate it... :)
Well so gd luck for your science and chinese okay?
-------ame

Posted by don'tbestupid at 1:42 AM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

sad day

...............I'm feeling rather....what's the word....sad? awful? depressed? gloomy? Negative? Yep that's it. Negative.
..For one, my aunt just passed away. (today at 9pm. Half an hour ago..)
..For another, i haven't finished studying. And tmr i can't do any more studying cos it's the..you know.. funeral..
..And for that matter, I will fail, big time. Especially math and chinese.

..I still don't get why i'm so worried about exams, when my aunt was too busy fighting for her life to fuss about stress.
..Or maybe why i actually bother to look at my appearance, when she was always in hospital clothes.
..Whatever it is, she's with God now so it's all ok right? And the suffering won't have to prolong and prolong again and all...
---ame.
P.S. Thanks lian + jiaen!!

Posted by don'tbestupid at 9:45 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

wooooooohooooo

HISTORY IS OVER!!!!!!!!! yayayayayayay!
That was a beeeeeg burden. :P I feel so liberated! haha.
But there's still 3 more to go:

MATH (die an untimely death.)
SCIENCE (live, i think.)
CHINESE (die an untimely death[worse than the untimely death i'll be having on Mon])

Hmm... But if i'm dying on Monday, that means i can't die again on wed right? haha. But chinese really makes me wanna jump out of the window...haha...
WARNING TO ANY TEACHER/PARENT/OLDER PERSON---I am NOT trying to commit suicide.
Okays so i hafta go study...i'm reading sci textbk now....Cnidarians and Echinoderms, eh? Well so study hard, lacheln (smile) and remember es ist alle einfach (it is all easy)! haha..
---ame.

Posted by don'tbestupid at 2:36 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004

hmm what did the dutch do in trade monopoly?!

AGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That could mean two things. A happy 'agh' and a stressed 'agh'.

Happy agh-----GEOG'S over!! i did qstns 1,3,4 and 6 for section C cos i forgot all about faults and folding....but IT'S OVER!!!!! The pressure is relieved as the magma escapes to the--------------------------hey that's vulcanism. :)

Stressed agh---- HISTORY'S tmr!!! and i haven't started on the S'pore history thing yet.....doomed.... haha.

Okays so ya you guys study like there's no tomorrow and then can slack your life away afterwards okay? haha.... see you people... :)
--ame

Posted by don'tbestupid at 10:31 AM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

weathering...erosion...

Haha today was chinese compo. Haha don't ask why i'm laughing. Haha.
I wrote awfully out of point. Very.
Sigh I feel like a 100-ton thing.

My Utterly Stupid Schedule
Tomorrow's geog. I haven't revised.
Friday's history. I haven't revised.
Monday's math. I haven't revised.
Tuesday's science. I haven't revised.
Wednesday's chinese. I haven't revised.

....Doesn't that look SO much like a responsible timetable.
Okays so ya, i shalt studyeth now... byes! -am

Posted by don'tbestupid at 12:42 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Today was English papers 1 &2, not that bad la...but my compo was completely off-track! I think.
Do you want to read it? ................Nope you can't. haha that's stupid.
Anyways, tmr is chinese compo, i hafta go read those lousy phrases to flower up my compo...sigh. ...I should be changing my blog skin soon, when i'm out of this exams mess... me=die! Truly.
Okays people, hold on to your hair (no reason for saying that, haha) and have a nice time doing whatever you're doing! [which probably consists of studying, mugging and cramming. Which all mean the same thing.]
see y'all around---ame

Posted by don'tbestupid at 1:15 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

new post--amazing eh

hey whats up folks, i'm destressing by being here..haha.
I'm eating yoghurt, rather nice..haha that is not relevant. to anything.
I feel like drawing/sleeping/doing anything else but studying, for that matter. I mean, I can DIE!! well everyone can. ha. Ok i forsee that this post is not getting anywhere so i shall go. bye..sigh....-ame :)